Do they know

There is a secret that lingers within me. I have not told many outside of my trusted friends but it seems there is talk around court about something that I dare not share. I figure that it will ruin my clean reputation it seems every month there is a scandal that involves my family. It is to the point where I can not bear it. I think tomorrow I should just reveal it and I figure that they will talk behind my back as they smile in my face. It seems that is the way of the court. People will show how appalled they are by my behavior but to be quite honest. There are plenty of rooms in Versailles where more then chambermaids have been bent over in.

I feel no shame for my secret though...it was made in love.