Wednesday, April 18, 2012

awaiting a storm

    The wedding is off between my brother and that women. I was told by my brother before it was done that he could no longer go through with it. Something about the whole situation did not feel right and I have to go with him on emotions it did not feel right. She wanted into our family but did not like the people in it. She sort of came off to us as if she was doing us a favor by marrying into the family but she wasn't all her presence was going to bring nothing but a divide between many in my family it would have definitely drew a line between my brother and I relationship. I saw it the night we argued when I had arrived back from my spiritual retreat.
   I feel sad for my brother though because there is so much that might come down upon him seeing that the wedding was only days away and it seemed everyone thought that it was sealed and that their fate was locked into. I even thought that it was until I spoke with my brother and he voiced his concern and it is sad to go through life with someone you can't even be friends with. I have done my misdeeds but I am always happy of my decision of who I married because he was my friend before anything else. 
 I wonder will the women leave court it is actually the second time that she has been dismissed by a man at court the first being my husband before we were married he had shown interest in her and I thought they would marry but that did not end up being the case and the next being my brother. I can see why she hated me before but I think she will hate me much more now. I have a feeling that a dark cloud will come on court because of this and families will war with words and other things. I hope it passes quickly though.

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