My chateau is finally completed and I have moved into it. No more spying eyes around versailles. That also mean that I am away from him but closer to someone who is also my love but in a different way. I feel very conflicted since my coming home where my husband has been more attentive then he was when I lived at versailles. I do plan to make the carriage ride to versailles daily being that I am not to far. I assume in my later months of pregnancy I will have to choose a place to give birth and I prefer it to be choisy then versailles. The air at versailles can make a healty person ill.
I have missed him often and when he did come to choisy to sit with me for a while I loved the attention that he was giving me. I could have played my harpischord for days if he has aske me to. I write him letters but he does not seem to write back which makes me think maybe I should stop writing. His wife has returned so maybe it would be good that I do not write him like I have. I don't know what I would do if she had found my letter that I have written him.