Missing my husband

I have not seen my husband very much since our dinner. I understand he has things to handle where we live but sometimes I would like him with me. I do have our child keeping me company. Although I could do without the sick mornings and the vomiting nights. My apartments have to be aired out in order for the smell to get out of my room. I don't understand how women do this more then once. I have prayed nightly that this baby inside is a boy because I do not think pregnancy has been kind to me.This is what they push for the dauphin to go through but for what. She would still have to do her duties feeling just as bad as I.
There was dinner with the HRH comte de provence I was able to attend. I had felt much better in the night. I have met several of my husbands nieces and nephews. His nephew was there for dinner with the HRH and he made a horrible misstep by smashing cake in the face of a servant.He was ordered out and I was shocked by his behavior he seemed a bit smug but I assume soldiers are like that. They assume that all nobles are the same but they are not. Not every noble women sticks her nose in the air. Some use their money for good. I spent the rest of my time in my Appartments writing a letter to my husband about everything the week had held.
Today I was able to get a carriage and go to my beautiful home being built. It is a beautiful Chateau that was purchased by someone I can not name at this moment but I have to say it is a glorious thing to lay your eyes upon.My husband has a place which I call home but this for me is something of a special nature because of who it has come from.