He asked about "it" and that alone warmed my heart because I thought he would be cold towards me since his wifes arrival but I was suprised by his demeanor. He asked "Has it moved more since our last time together" where he felt it and I was more then happy to tell him of the progress. I am at this place where I know I should feel shame but don't. I know I shouldn't have let this happen but I look forward to the next day when I shall see his face. His warm smile his voice his conversation where he lets me speak my mind although for most men a womens thoughts are nothing but to him they something special and different.
This evening has left more conflicted since I now see his wife before me and I see the pain I cause and I know it hurts her and I don't want to hurt her but I don't want to let go....what am I to do?
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